upset. emotional.
all of a sudden i feel so lonely. so lonely that it's killing me.
how i wish i can return to my sec 3 days. those were the happiest days of my life. i miss every single person in peirce, be it teachers or exclassmates. i miss the days we used to joke around in class, not paying attention &instead bullying the teachers. not doing homework, skipping classes &school. even getting caught by teachers for tucked out shirts or short skirts.

i hate my life right now. &how i really really wished i can turn back time. but the truth always hurt, &i'm still here, feeling empty &lonely.

HOLA! this's gonna be a short post. i don't know why i have the urge to blog &yet i don't feel like blogging. hahaha, MOODSWINGS! maybe? PROJECTS DRIVE ME CRAZY.

1)two common tests are over ^^
2)there's no school from wednesday to friday :DD
3)I MISS MY LITTLE BF NATHAN :(
4)i miss my secondary school friends
5)i wanna go japan
6)i wanna go sydney
7)i've got 5 projects due in a few weeks' time
8)i wanna get into NUS &study business (impossible but i'll try my very best)
9)i wish for school holidays to come soon
10)LASTLY, projects suck &you know it (:

okays, that's all. my blogging post looks more like notes taken down during lectures! wellwell, countdown to the next holidays: 7weeks &3days! :DD

heyloooooos. i'm finally blogging. but as a matter of fact, i don't know what to blog about. hah.

okays, i've been kinda upset the past few days. lol, all cause i didn't get to see bangbangtang. yes, i think i might be a crazy fan already. they came to singapore &had an singing/autograph session at lunar at clarke quay. &i tell you i was super fed up &pissed off. they said it was free to go in, &then they said you NEED TICKETS to go in. like wtf okay! i'm sorry for that. but anyways, woke up super early on thursday, got ready &went to j8 to meet peishan. haha, she was late for 2hrs. LOL. cabbed down to clarke quay and started queuing like fools. in the end we decided not to queue anymore cause we knew that no matter how long we waited, we wouldn't have the chance to enter cause we didn't have the tickets. &i almost cried while standing at the side looking at everybody in the queue holding on to their tickets.
so conclusion: i didn't get to see them, and my album isn't signed.
but it's okays, i believe they'll be back agn :D

on a happier note, daddy bought me an ipod! as an early bday present. lols, it's like 3 months away. it's currently my favourite plaything, &i'm enjoying watching shows on it wherever i am. heeeeeees.

last saturday was fun, went to grandaunt's house cause my another grandaunt's visiting us from sydney. &she brought along aunty rosaini, uncle david &my "so-called" cousins ethan &sarah. hah, &all of them speaks with an accent i don't quite understand. but anyways, they're rather nice pple, &easy to get along with. &then my grandaunt &me were chatting about don't-know-what-stuff &she told me i definitely must visit them there one day &that she has italian, greek &don't know what other nationalities son-in-laws. coolio, &so i've got mixed blood cousins. hahaha, sounds like i'm boasting, i shall stop. but i had fun luh, joking around with my cousins &playing with my little bf nathan, so chubby &cute. he kissed me before i left(on the cheek), but he went back to malaysia the very nxt day. &i'm so missing him right now :(

ohman, i'm now looking at blackangle crew's website, xiaojie, aoquan &ahwei's breakdance group. uber cool, too bad it's in taiwan. if not i would definitely register for the courses.
http://www.bac.url.tw/ (can visit if you want to, just putting it here for fun)

anybody watching terminator: sarah connor chronicles now? lols, trying to find someone who would also agree with me that THOMAS DEKKER IS HOT &CUTE(pardon me) :D

picture of the day:

i think i look weird but who cares, fyi, the chubby one's my little bf ((:

IT'S THE TERM BREAK~ WHEEEE! like finally.

i've still got tonnes &tonnes of projects which i haven't even laid hands on yet, &for god's sake not to mention the two common tests coming up right after the term break. WILL SOMEONE JUST KILL ME. okays, anyways, i did something really stupid today, i actually skipped the last school day. my stomach was feeling really weird today, &there was a flying cockroach in my room this morning &i SCREAMED. it totally spoilt my mood today. LOL.

okays, enough about XIAOQIANG :D i'm supposed to post some photos on last week's outing with wilson, kar &sweetheart to henderson waves. but i haven't edited them yet. maybe i'll post it up some other time. then monday was movies after school with kar, wilson, sweetheart &chris. wanted to catch sex &the city, it's M18 i know, &the guys kept complaining 'bout 4 aunties in their 40s' trying to act sexy. &in the end we watched indiana jones. nice show too ((: nothing interesting 'bout the days that followed on. yesterday was totally cool. my classmates decided to wear school uniforms to school. nono, you guessed wrongly, i wore only my pe shirt to school, with the word "PEIRCE" printed behind. lols, in the end, only 2 girls wore their secondary school uni to poly. cute eh?

tmr's gonna be a nice day. my grandaunt's coming back from aussie! wheeee~ &we're gonna have a feast! &tuesday's officially my first photography outing! to HORTPARK, the place i passed by going out with the lunchies on saturday. oh well, i shld turn up for the outings soon, before i get expelled! hees.

okays, that's all for today. hope i didn't bore you guys with the details on my super duper mundane life. TOODLES~ have fun &enjoy your holidays! &goodluck to mr.pehweiqiang on your kayak competition tmr! must win okays!

(edit: OKAYS. THAT LAST SENTENCE DOESN'T COUNT. MR.PEHWEIQIANG'S NOT IN COMPETITION, I MISUNDERSTOOD. IT'S HIS FAULT. =X but it's okays, congrats to you on being selected to be in the kayak team! :DD )