he's just so so SO handsome &cute &whatever, everything i can think of! :D

I HATE SUNDAYS! cause tmr will be monday &there's school.
it's raining agn. &i'm still playing audition. i just don't know why i can't get pass the level 9 license! i'm starting to get fed up.

woke up around 1 this morning cause mummy needs to go hospital for a check up as she complains of stomach pain. was super worried then. so took a cab down to SGH &hell, it was super cold there, anyways it's middle of the night, naturally it'll be colder. seriously, the hospital's super scary. you see people injured, &i saw two men with blood stains on their shirts larh, with deep cuts on their ears &bodies. &a guy with his hands cuffed &legs strapped being brought in by policemen. definitely not a nice place. &the lift has a very strong medicine smell, makes me feel like vomiting. so then mummy went for x ray, blood tests, &don't know what. &she's fine, relieved at last. so finally went home at 4.30 &went back to sleep. lols.

i'm still here trying to get pass my level 9 license. but i still can't do it! GRRRR.
I'M GONNA GO CRAZY ALREADY.

sighs. it's the rainy season! &it's been raining almost everyday. what a good time to lose my jacket. i have another one, but then it's so thin &small. might as well don't use it uh. school was fine. i think i'm failing evey possible mock exam. but i still have that little glimpse of hope that i'll pass my geography paper. prelims are nearing, &i'm still not in study mode. i seriously think that my results are slipping.

went for daren's bday BBQ yesterday night after school. well. i took the initiative, but it seems like i'm being ignored. not really that significant either. whatever. anyways, paid 5bucks &only got to eat like 2 pieces of chicken, plus playing with bottles of water. it ended kinda late, so decided to stayover at liting's house. went home feeling really hungry cause i only ate like half a packet of instant noodles last night cause i wasn't hungry last night. woke up &came home :D

well. just came home from seeing the doctor just now. sighs. my toe's got an infection. need medication. but then if it doesn't heal, need to go for a surgery. sobs. which i HOPE &HOPE that there ain't a need for that! on my way out, saw wen junjie from campus superstar, &joakim gomez from s'pore idol. how lucky can i get?

anyways, gotta get going to study. hopefully all the information goes in. CIAOS.

MY TOE HURTS LIKE HELL! !@#$%!@#$
ahh. sorry. don't know what the heck i'm typing. i'm just so frustrated that i can't walk properly these few days. sobs. &my muscles are aching cos i went tekka centre with shan &sweetheart yesterday to find our racial harmony day costumes. &i just took any tops, bottoms, whatsoever i could find. &i bet the combination will be weird. hmmms.

i wanna watch transformers so badly. &i wanna see josh duhamel. he's super duper hot can! gonna watch harry potter &the order of pheonix on saturday with mummy. can't wait :D
till then, i shall go on to complete my coursework, ADIOS.

i'm back. I'M BACK!
sorry, but i'm kinda high today. had girl's talk with shan, bernice sweetheart &liting today. it's confidential though. but whenever i think of it, i'll get really HIGH. i think i laughed until my jaw almost dropped. anyway, it's just uber hilarious.

lost my jacket while on my way to the library the day before. i wonder where it is. sobs. i'm so missing it. feel like crying now, cause i really miss my jacket! sounds a little spastic. went ber's house yesterday. actually had decided to watch i know what you did last summer. but i think i'm glad i didn't watch it. cause i'll be so freaked out. can't really stand horror movies. i won't be able to fall asleep for the next few days. then i saw her piano. sighs. i've already forgotten how to play piano. took piano lessons when i was young, but had to stop cause my granny's sick &she can't send me for lessons. i wonder if it's too late to start learning now agn. &oh no. feel like playing now. whatever. studies come first (:

need to report to school at 7 tmr for f&n. i bet the school won't be open that early. &i so wanna sleep can! *yawns.

AH! i need to vent my frustrations!
i don't know why everybody's so fed up today. i guess including me. the p's out to embarrass us, &i know he's super biased towards np. i just hate him. he, including teachers, love putting us down. fine. let's not talk about the unhappy stuff.

scary cum OGF has left. sobs. but i know you're reading my blog! i know it's super duper cold there too. wear thicker clothings and cover yourself tight when you sleep! i'll see you in december. miss you! (:

HELLOS. i'm uber shag now. super tired. super sleepy. &i dont know what else.
today was fun. met up with OGF at bishan mrt &then went on to meet the two guys from the 1st batch of NCOs. went pepper lunch to eat. hmmm. age gap was 10years! gosh. but then it was quite okay. at least we could communicate. walk walk. jacky gege 'coincidentally' met us while we were on our way to plaza sing.

but then we ended up having ben&jerry's icecream over at the cathay. didn't know why either. sat there &talked about np stuff. &i now realise how the unit's changed over the past 10years. from the 1st batch, to the 11th batch. &we should be lucky that we were born way later. &omg. i was PSYCHO by them to become a CI! &now i'm abit tempted. need to re-consider first. after that, me OGF &jacky gege went to suntec to meet the 4th batch NCOs, which is OGF's squadmates for dinner. &i felt so young all of a sudden. &they still continued to psycho me. hmmms.

after that had to go home cause of my curfew. humph.
have a few pics. but guess i'll post it up later on :D