I'M BACK. but im bored.
&i'm still feeling abit down.
it's the holidays. but we still have to return to school to study. yea. i know it's for our own good. so i think i should enjoy myself during the first two week of the holidays.

'o's chinese yesterday. abit cock up. i didnt know what i was writing. i did study. &i even memorise so many. but in the end. none of the topics came out :/ so yarh. let's just hope that i'll get good grades. 'o's f&n practical exam tmr. i tried out three dishes already, &i'm left with the last one. it's the one that i'm least confident of. 4 dishes in two hours. i'll try my best (:

it's mummy's bday today. but i don't think she's happy at all. she's got this rashes thingy &itching all over. i can't even do anything to help her. i wanna cry. how i hope she gets well soon. sighs.

today's a boring day. &i'm HUNGRY.

okays. im back, after a super tiring week. drains away almost all of my energy. it seems lyk i've got myself a deathwish. pple are driving me mad. &im almost going crazy.

are we actually responsible for the way they turn out to be? is it the in-charges' fault? or are they just plain lazy? most probably is us. but they simply just treat us as invisible. or maybe we dont even exist at all. when will they ever wise up &spare a thought for us. great thing is we'll be stepping down soon. but that doesnt stop us from worrying about the younger ones. &i do hope everything goes fine &smooth for them.

hmmms. sorry but i may sound a little bit emo. but everyone has to destress a little. if not the stress just piles up. lets talk about everything else except the exams. its nth worth mentioning. monday was LC. &tuesday was a marking day. so just slacked at home. wednesday back to school. actually i dont really rmb what happened the past few days. but yesterday was fun. long time since i last had fun. went liting's hse to bake bday cakes with bernice, peishan, wilson &karhao. i was so super duper happy yesterday cos someone finally laughed after hearing my joke. its a miracle. cos no one ever did appreciated my jokes before. back to the topic. spent 6 freaking hours to get the cake done. not to mention playing daidee in between.

okays larh. im tired. its such a long day. i'd better get going. im feeling so restless. URGHHH!