sighhs. theres nth happy to blog about. but then sadness &boredom's killing me. i have no choice but to come &blog. today was speech day. nth special. but its definitely a different year. cos i decided to quit GOH and instead volunteer to be a spectator.

school ended early. so dropped by the library with peishan, liting &bernice to look for recipes for our o level f&n. my neck almost broke &i still couldnt find any suitable recipes. I WANNA GO DIE ALREADY :( then went back school to watch speech day. actually didnt want to go one. but needa produce MC if absent i think. so was lyk being FORCED to go. yeah. anyways its the last year already. so yarh. speech by P was super boring. can fall asleep. overall NP did very well. cos they are all my darlings.

stayed back awhile &then decided to go home. annie was kind to ask me if i wanted to take her mum's car home. but nah. i needed to think about some things, so strolled home slowly. walking alone on the streets at night somehow clears my mind &heart, &i can think better. but there are still troubles bothering me. &no matter how hard i try, it just wont go away. sighhs.

IT'S TOUGH; IT'S PAINFUL; BUT I'LL NVR GIVE UP.